Finally Over...

I took a brave decision.

to had all of my 4 wisdom tooth remove..

today, early in the morning, I reached NDC at freaking 9ish for a briefing and our surgery is scheduled at 11am.

getting nervous when i saw patient roll out from the operation rm and started to complain abt the intense pain and nauseous.

i gt changed and rest a while on my bed to oni feel more n more regretful abt this decision.


i tt of running away..
seriously...
but it would b so drama if i do so...


i tried to distract myself away frm the wild thoughts by playing some games on my iphone but still failed.


seeriously, i waited too long n had waited alone, which i belive was the main reasons for the fear angel to take the whole of me....

after 4 freaking hrs since i reached, finally its my turn.

when the nurse told me so, i dunno to feel happy or otherwise...

well, as a believer of mind over body and consistent 'self talk' to myself that I am able to make it thru, i walk in the O.R. still able to joke with the sugerons and nurse...

not too bad huh..

im quite a brave gal, i think =)

i was on full aesthetic, i only rem the last words before i fell deep into wonderland....

it was a v high feeling within seconds.....

i rem i was dreaming... if i din rem wrongly....

suddenly i heard a voice... calling out my name in a forceful tone....


i begin to regain conscious... feeling still high and i cant move any part of me expect my eyeball...


at that pt in time, i tot im still in the midst of the operation and felt so gan chong cos i dun wan to see what going on...!!!

luckily it was all over....


i was roll out to my own ward and i started to feel breathless and my throat hurts quite badly... - (for ur infor, the inserted a tube rite thru my nose to my throat... which caused my throat to hurt... )

at that instance i tot im gg to choke on my own saliva n die there w/o anyone realising... or run out of breathe...

the feeling sucks....

i was totally helpless.. i cant move... the bell to alert the nurse ws juz beside me but i juz cant reach.....

i was feeling super emo.... i cant do anythin.. nt even talk....

not even move my fingers....

& i had a tube still inserted into my wrist.....


dunno when, i started to teared.....

i hate myself for this stupid decision....

lying there, i felt im like waiting for death.......


after a while, wp came....

i think he was quite shocked to see the state im in....

i had blood bleeding onto my face and to the op gown im wearing......

brusies on my mouth....

i looked like i juz had a fight....


the moment i saw him, i cried even harder....

oni tears, no sound... i cant even produce the sobbing noise man....


seeing him, make me calm down...

and im glad there is someone coming for me.....


even now, my mouth still feels a bit numb on one side especially.

they had drill and cut up my gums and cut one of my tooth into pieces....

i took a photo of the them... hee.....

post it someother time....

i think they look cute... hah...

but nw i might b cute-er with a swollen face!!!!!

hahah....



IT'S OVER....!!!! yeah............................

Holiday-inggg....

Wee...


in a few more weeks time, I'll be on my way to the Oriental Pearl....for some kick ass shopping...

can't wait..

browsing thru the webbies juz make me wanna be there at this very moment...!!

i went exactly this time last yr... but it was a rather rush trip and i felt i didn't get to travel to diff parts of HK...

so decided to go again tis yr ...

firstly to b involve again in the tempting summer sales...

and also visit places which i missed out the other time..





i love hk...

juz love it.. dunno y...

how i wish i can spend like a month there... slowly exploring the buzzing city...

capturing every single thing there....

i trust i will travel there frequent... *beams*





talking abt holiday-ing...

I'm pretty sure there is a lot of u guys out there bz planning vacations... - we are finally reaching the other half of the yr!!!!

if u still have no idea where to head to yet.. i have a GREAT plc to share...

nv been there personally (i certainly do hope one day i will.. ) but someone who been there has recommend this beautiful plc to me...

looking at the pictures tells a million words...

the world is juz soo amazing and beautiful...

im sure u will definitely agree after clicking on the links below...

http://www.capri.com/‏

www.bristolsorrento.com

this two places are located near each other.. juz a ferry ride away..

so its like one stone kill two birds lar.. =)




nothing beats a good holiday with losta shopping and finger licking food....

Ade screams: i wanna go on more more holiday!!!!!

but still, gotta spend a bit wiser.. everything's getting so expensive.....

'Money's not enuff.....'

will be heading to BKK this oct mainly for praying purposes...

i hope i can fulfill my plan to visit U.S next yr...! well... keeping my fingers real cross.....

I caught 2 movies over the weekend.

HellBoy - the Golden Army & the long awaiting The Dark Knight.

Hellboy was kinda disappointing.. especially to be screening tog with gd movie like the Red Cliff, Dark Knight..

I wasnt a Batman kinda fan and definitely had NEVER watch any batman serials or cartoon before.

Heath Ledger was the only reason why i wanted to watch it.. badly..

The movie was all too awesome.. dark and very intelligent.. the gadgets, the flow, the plot and especially the acting of heath ledger..

Heath Ledger as the Joker.

The Joker was so mad... too mad...

but i simply love it..


Watching the movie and coming to reality that Heath Ledger has already passed on makes me feel kinda sad as he is such a talent!

His performance in the movie is oustanding.. i think he has re-make Joker...

The Batman - Christian Bale, acted batman for a second time did a good job too...

Good looking as usual but evidence of time can be found if you compare him to the other Batman series - batman begins.


Well, for those who haven catch it in cinemas and thinking that you would not watch it just becos it's a batman movie, dont.

its not a batman movie..

its a Great movie.. not to be miss...


now looking forward to watching the Mummy and the X files that will open on 31st Jul and 24th Jul...

P for Passion...

disappeared for a good long time..

here i am again...

realise my last post was in april...

tats like 3 mths back....

gosh...

has been wanting to blog, a lot of thoughts.. and emotions throughout these period...

but somehow, i did not....

the label i had for this post is passion...

somehow, one day i ask myself...

if I'm given a chance to do somethin i like...

what would i choose?

i knew of frens who wanted to b a deejay, a comic artist, a basketball player, a fashion designer..

how nice....

cos after thinking for a long time...

i dun have an answer for myself

i am so unsure of my own passion....

even after spending 24 yrs with myself

In my whole life i always thought i knew what i want

and what is best for myself

but thinking back nw, i think i dun...

envy those who know what they want in their life

for life is juz too short to waste

Im like a soldier in a forest w/o a map/compass...

dark, lost and hoping to see the light at the other end

but, where is den the end.........