Sunday, March 29, 2009

1/4 of a Century..

Yes.. i soon 1/4 of a century..

i rem i had a wonderful celebration last yr with all my best mates present..

i felt really wonderful n thankful for them being ard all these yrs.

reading back the blog i wrote for the past one yr.. realise this yr passes by so quickly..

it has been quite a changing yr for me.. i learnt a lot as i stumble and fall..

being a 1/4 of a century has to mean more den just getting an additional candle on the bday cake..

it has to mean more achievement like career advancement, a thicker wallet, wiser life choices, prettier, and knowing own life's direction ~ at least, in my opinion.

i hope i can b close to those soon.. not anymore a lost sheep..

good luck, A-de.. keep striving to greater heights..

(oops.. i just made my advance bday wish!!)

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

SOS

i'm currently blogging from my office... its a damn bad thing to be doing but i'm totally falling aslp.

Work has been so slack n relax - all thanks to the thrashy economy now..

i almost thought i'm in my retirement..

everyday, i surf net for 3 solid hrs before i tab the screen over .. focus on work for another 3 hrs..

i hr more after dins and Im officially done for the day...

good or bad.. a v v fine line in between...

Sunday, March 15, 2009

The Simple things in life...

I realise i haven been going out for a long period of time..

i used to spent numerous hours walking aimlessly in town be it weekends or weekdays..

and thinking that its a waste of time or life in spore is so boring

slowly.. going out weekdays become an impossible...

and slowly... weekends too...


I 'wow' at every changes as i drove past the lonely quiet streets of orchard at midnight 2. 3 am..

and only den to realise when is the last time i actually dress up properly and head up to the streets in town..

- I lost the privilege of even walking aimlessly on the busy streets...


Life is a bitch, or are we? For we tend to only realise something is important only when we lost it...

how sad is that...


Well, i heading now for my CLEO mag to keep my eyes occupy with the beautiful dresses and shoes..

tats my life.

ciaoz.

Sunday, March 08, 2009

Thanks SBF - yk and bing bing for your encouragement...

i have oso come to a decision.

life wont to be much of a bitch with supportive frens ard.. despite distance as well..

SBF - u must jia you over there too.. dying for you to be back to fill you in everything...!!

Friday, March 06, 2009

directions

I have been so troubled recently..

thinking whether I shld move on or shld i stay put - career wise.


Its always hard when decision are to be made esp. if it concerns money..

& I'm getting way too comfortable in my current environment.. feeling so lazy to start all over again in a new environment..

or perhaps i'm just getting old.. cant accept wrong decision made and having to go thru yet again the 'get to know new people' phrase..

i got N numbers of concerns.... *frustrated*

can god just point me the best path to take....please......

Sunday, March 01, 2009

A Re-Cap

I posted the below on my blog in 2006..

I felt it makes so much sense n decided to re-post it again.

Time for Reflectionsssss.....


We lose ourselves as we grow. Day by day, routine by routine, and at the end of it all, we’re more tired than we have ever been. And we grow up wondering why. Wondering why as we grow older, our birthday cakes never taste as good as the previous year’s. Wondering why we walk so much quicker and see so much less recently. Wondering why, for all the work we’ve put in over the years, we end up with merely this. Wondering why we always remember things yet to be done, yet cannot remember the things others do for us. Maybe it’s time to redefine the function of the memory. To readjust priorities to the realisation that certain things that used to matter a lot - a trim waist, a perfect love,a perfect figure, a perfect everything - matter less in the bigger scheme of things.

Moving on with L.I.F.E

things happen often in a not so favourable way for me..

& as i progress, i seen n learnt the ugly side of life and people i known for the longest time..

disappointment is an understatement.

but what could i do if that's ultimately their choice.

I could safely say now that i have decided to give up n move on.

'I did not choose to give u up, U DID'.

On a lighter note, I have been so into my 'new' hobby n khakis.. guess its always exciting to b so random.

Awaiting the next weekend... ~Weeeeeee