Ade's world

I'm blogging now from Starbucks@ Ion Orchard. sitting there alone and ppl watching.

feeling stressed up i would say.

boss gave me a big task. plc me in a good team to get my sales. & i must, i must get my numbers in if not i would not do justice to him n myself. I know he is giving me a opportunity. might b oni the oni chance to fight for a plc to be in the better team cos i dun wan to be plc in the ERM team, i wan to do the floor.

June was my first mth n it was a great one too. I was the top in scb for 2 weeks and ended the mth being the top4. I was elated. It was a morale booster for me as i did doubt myself at the beginning if i can stil make it in sales.

I wanna consistent results and i really really hope august would be a smashing mth. Im cracking my head to work out strategies that can work in my way. pray hard for me n i hope luck will follow me thru.

i feel shitty really cos not oni i have to face frustration from my work, i oso need to face problems with my peers. sometimes i think can all these shit issues just leave me alone.??? im so tired of dealing with all these shit. its like, okok -if u think u're right den ya, u're right. i dun have the strength to carry on.. do u guys understand.. i stressed enuff.

but ya, since running away isnt the ultimate solution, i have decided to make a final clarifications and i hope after that i need not have to face similar problems gg forward.

i will be very frank and honest abt my feelings cos i do not wan to be pretentious. so i hope watever the conversation takes us to, i hope that there is no one offended. there will b nothing but the truth.